Just read through my old posts - I used to be so full of hope.
There's an ugly voice in my head. It's been my companion for a while now - I think it started speaking up when my mom got sick at the end of 2011. I hate it. It criticizes and scoffs at so much. It tears me down. It makes me listless and empty. It is spiteful and mean, horrible and dark.
I'm going to kill it.